Hello sir/mum I have become very upset in my life. I had a problem of ocd, I consulted the doctor and started taking medicine. I started feeling very good. After 2 months I stopped taking the medicine. I think I am fine now. After some time again I started getting troubled by all the same thoughts. But I didn't take medicine I thought I would get addicted to this medicine. I didn't even know how my studies and career got spoiled. Because of all these thoughts. Then I made a firm commitment that now I have to take medicine. Because I got depression too. I am 25 years old. College completed 3 years and still I am jobless. But when I took the medicine so all of a sudden I feel good my confidence started coming back. But then one thought ruined it all. That's why I came to know about this medicine. Because one day one of my uncles came to my house so at that time my head was hurting. My uncle suggested a doctor to me because my father told my uncle already that I have problem of headache. And on that time my head is hurting because I read about something on internet that I listen from my that relative to which I hate the most. So I made a conclusion that I know about this medicine because of my that relative I hate the most. Because on that day if a do not read about that topic which I listens from my relative. Then on that day my head is not hurting and my head is not hurting then on that day my uncle do not suggest a doctor. Because they think I am fine they suggest me a doctor because on that day me head is hurting. And may be in future I go to the doctor for my headache but may be that doctor is physician or other and I am not get the proper treatment of my problem at all. Thats why I stopped medication? My life is ruined totally. Now the situation is I am at the position of do or die.