Since 1990: Feeling of constipation started 2000: Operated and uterus removed Since 2010: Traveled flight for first time - since then insomnia started. Kept on taking medicine for sleep but no proper diagnosis 2012: Some doctor mis-diagnosed that you BP is the root cause and started treatment for BP. But BP became higher due to treatment ? hence after 15 days, stopped all medicine and BP became normal ? since there was?t ever any such problem 2013: Insomnia continued and hardly got any proper sleep 2014: Neurologist recommended CT scan/MRI scan and diagnosed weakened nerves in back part of skull near neck. Medication continued for a year without much benefit 2015: Due to constant feeling of constipation went to gastroenterologist who recommended Thyroid test and for first time realized that TSH was 19! Much above limit of 5 ? all these years. 2016: still no treatment for insomnia and feeling of needles pricking into brain. Tongue hurts when touched and Feel a lot of pain if someone else does hair-oil massage on head. Off-late knees have started to pain a lot, though there has been slight increase in body weight. 2017: Start feeling frightened with dawn and as soon as I try to sleep, I wake up with a terror shock. Nightmares keep on re-occurring. Recent conversation with anyone keeps on repeating in mind. I think a lot about what people did and say ? today, yesterday or 20 years ago. Everything keeps on repeating in mind and mind is all chocked up. Sleeplessness since so many years has taken its toll on my health.