I am 23 male. I am working on myself for almost a decade now. By working I mean I am trying to be good enough. Somehow I always feel I am not good enough the way I am. I always feel I am worth nothing. When I was a child wanting and loving anything or anyone made me feel worthless. It made me feel bad. Like I am not good enough to want anything. I have been fighting this. And I know now what are the things that I am good enough for just the way I am. But still somehow I don't feel that I am the person I should be or I am ok just the way I am. I feel insecure all the time. Like people are always worth more than me. Specially around girls that I like I struggle to be myself. I feel this feeling of being empty and flawed. Like I don't have anything to offer to the world the way I am. Nowadays I feel afraid of everyone and everything like being exposed as being worthless.