I used to be the topper of my class till 12th std. But when I joined engineering college, there are most of them brilliant and super-extraordinary students. And I feel that I stand nowhere among them and I feel inferior to them. To raise my iq to the peak level, I started acupressure techniques, consumed brahmi tablets for 17 weeks, I read literature videos/books, attended psychotherapy to deal with anxiety, started playing cognitive training activities games, not eating too much junk food, etc but I still feel they used to concentrate more and remember things faster as compared to me. But I had watched sandeep maheshwari show, in one of the session he told that to do/start anything, we need to have a big reason/purpose. So I feel that I can use the power of my breakup as a purpose to earn success. I had experienced 2 times breakup in which they both threatened to file a police complaint & one of them allegedly disrespected my parents in front of the church. My parents begged to her (my parents literally bowed down to them, touching her legs requesting her not to file a fake police complaint). And at the end, she told to my parents that because your son is insane/mad, I am not going to file a complaint. But trust me. I am mentally and physically normal! not only she threatened me to file a fake police complaint but also threatened that she will tell the principal that I harassed her so that I can get rusticate from the college. What steps should I follow religiously so that I can use my breakup pain as a purpose to reach excellence?