Hi, I started making withdrawn myself from the society after breaking a dream to play cricket for my national team but I could not please ranjita as well my family was going through a very hard financial crisis. Cricket was my life and I lost the willing power to live but anyhow my family was surviving so I couldn't attempt suicide but it was the end of love what peoples use to take care & loving themselves. Then I started taking drugs an and injecting myself with buprenorphine with diazepam along with pheneraminemaleate a avil 10 ml vial. Now I wanna leave it i'm not able to save money i'm at 30 year of my life I couldn't even saved a single rupee till today even I was workable for 5 to 6 years too but all money I use to earn I spend it on my addiction. How to stop taking this and get back to normal life.