I am feeling lack of focus from many years. I do 15 to 20 hours of plannings for my future or for a specific goal. But the problem is never stick to them and always change. My room is always messed up and I am not able to manage things. For the work I feel motivated, I end up not doing them or loosing interest. I complete every tasks on the deadline. Because of this I always feel like I have less time and I have to do more hard work. I have cut off all the distractions like social media and I don't attend parties and functions and because of this people think I am very busy in life but in reality I don't have good outcomes. I have very bad grades even when I am not assigning myself anything else other then study and work. I always switch tasks and career goals. I compare my progress with others and feel bad for my self. I also feel so confused and I am not able to remember common things. I forget important tasks. I am not able to prioritise tasks. There is lack of consistency.