I had my first education in the village too, because the school was poor, I came to know about neet exam very late in 12th. I tried to prepare a lot in 12th but I couldn't prepare well due to some mobile social media distraction then I took a drop .my first 10 days after starting I did my best then I got some backlog. I started making planner but couldn't follow it now I there is a lot of backlog .i am wearing earphones for 6-8 hours a day to backlogs lectures there is also a problem in my ears I have pain in my left ear. Sometimes after wearing the earphone, the left backside of the head has pinn point pain and my head has been numb from 12 days. I feel like I can't study but I am looking at this world new with my eyes everyone around me seems new but I am able to concentrate I think it is due to depression then I don't feel like going to bed I don't sleep early just tell me one thing I can study in this state why is it possible to use headphones instead of earphones? Otherwise, tell me a medicine for the ears. Ears become numb, if earphones wear, and the head is always numb. Is this is possible from high use of earphone or depression how to overcome head numbness. (can I solve my mental problem at home) I don't have my head numbness because backlog stress.