I am being treated for bipolar disorder for last 20 years. Presently I am on librium tapering off and reduced it from 10 mg TDS to 5 mg BD in last 21 days under supervision of a veteran retired visiting psychiatrist and and I am likely to finish tapering off in next 20 days. I am being given bupropionSR 150 OD and topiramate 25 twice a day. Besides I also take AmlopresAT OD. I feel anxiety and find myself a bit hyperdynamic specially from 8' 0 clock to 12' 0clock I have also lost about 5 kg weight during one month. More I read about bipolar disorder and medicines, their interaction and side effects more restless I become. Now I have stopped reading and watching videos about disorder and treatment. Please tell me am I on right track.