I am from Gujarat I am suffering from bipolar disorder since from last 10 years n my age is 37 years old male. I am on lexpin 25 mg, listab 450 mg, lexdex 500 mg, nortriptyline 50 mg, prodep 50 mg, trazodone 50 mg, nipam 5 mg. All of this medicines I am taking regularly from my starting of the illness n I had undertaken 10 ect also with 4 .4.2 spells then also I am feeling worthless, not doing job, not interested in work and sometimes feeling alone n getting suicidal thoughts n feeling lack of confidence n due to my this illness I decided not to do marriage n all. I did m.pharm n I was a lecturer n I had taken lots of opinion with doctors around gujarat. But now I am tired with this illness please suggest me right directions what I would have to do so I can improve my condition. Thanks.