My name is abdul muqeet. I am from pakistan. I am 18 years old. I don't have any bad habits-smoke, drugs,watching porn or drink alcohol. The problem with me from very long time (2-3 years) is that I feel very exhausted, depressed,feel guilty, sad,having constant lack of concentration and pleasure in normally enjoyable activities. I don't feel good at any single time of the day. My day and my brain is just running like voyager in the deep dark galaxy. Hoping just for darkness. My financial background is strong. My family is cooperative with me in the every scenario. I see the world with a really different perspective. I am 18, but I fear about my career, my future, my parents.(i can't see them becoming old abd sick in older ages. My grades, my social life and everything. Little things like forgetting to take shower has a bad feeling for me-i feel my self guilt if I don't take bath. Everything is really awesome and great around me but I can not indulge my self in that joy of my life. Everyday is the best ever day of my life but I am unable to enjoy any single moment. I hope you will pay heed to my condition. Waiting anxiously for reply.