8 years back, I rubbed my vag lips badly because of irritation and itching and my labia minora hangs out from majora. I had pain for 1-2 days and then it went normal. I am depressed from so long. Please help. I am so sacred that I did not even talk to my mother about it. Because she?s not gonna believe it. She must be thinking I have had done something with a guy I wish I told her on the same day when I was 17 years old girl. I don?t know if I ever have sex in future. I can ever get married. May be I am worst than rapist because they can hv sex. I am the most unlucky woman on this planet. I have anxiety and when I just start thinking of this thing. It hits me hard. I am a strong girl. Still how can I say this to my parents? I am getting suicidal thoughts and moreover I left the job in october 2019, I have lots of tensions. Nobody can understand me am I that bad evn more than a whore? I know there are miracles as well. Can I not live like a normal person. I know I should?t have touched my private parts as I was immature and stupid. There are transgender surgeries as well. Can this issue be fixed? I love a person who loves me more than himself I have no words to say please answer and at least give me a hope I have never ever done something bad with anyone. Why I deserve this?