So, on 7th of june, I had a massage at my home, he gave me massage for at least 20 minutes then he gave me hand job, I ejaculate on his hand, I did?t noticed any cut or any bleeding on his hand, this forum says hand job is risk free and do not cause hiv, but I have all hiv symptoms after 5 days symptoms started with severe nausea, loss of appetite, weight loss 4 kg within 2 days, swelling under armpit, hand and feet numbness, dizziness, when I stand up vertigo never goes away, body pain. Now tell me what to do, please all doctors says hand job cannot cause hiv even if the person have cut or not on his hand.