I was smoking ganja joint for 2 month then I got panic attacks severe attacks every evening and night for 2 weeks then I took some medicine from psychiatrist for one week but they didn't work. I went to watch movie and. I got panic attack. I was feeling out of sense and dreamy illusion my BP got high. Then I stopped taking medication and I was being at home only thinking that this will go. Then once I went to trekking and again I got panic attack I was feeling insecure that I am far from my city my home. Its been 2 years and I am fine but I still can not focus on television or driving. I still feel numb and lost my sense kinda in crowd or open space. My mind gets tired very fast and I feel light head like I am drunk. Can I become normal again? Or my brain is damaged? Because two times I tried medication from psychiatrist. I just went once and they gave me some omez and zecam kinda name medicine but nothing worked? My eyes tired please help me.