Sir I was having lithosun 300, vilano 20 and lonazep 0.25 from past 14 months, my doctor said me to stop taking vilano at 12 months and last month (November) I stopped taking lonazep 0.25 on my doctor advice. I was taking one tab morning and one tab night, doctor said me to taking one med only at night for ten days and then stop taking cold turkey. I am going to tell me this lonazep withdrawal experience. First four days I was unable to sleep properly, then I was having stiff neck and muscles, I was also having extreme anxiety, now everything faded, its been 34 days I did not taken lonazep but sir from past 7-8 days I am having obsessive thoughts of suicide, not any intentions, just thoughts, each moment while sleeping while getting up while driving and I am having extreme depersonalization and sometimes I find it very difficult to drive car, otherwise I am normal I laugh I eat normal I do gym, just concerned with obsessive thoughts, is it due to withdrawal? These thoughts emerged on the 25 day of withdrawal. I was tensed because I had hiv obsessive thoughts for about 4 years in the past, I am having the doubt that what if I have to suffer again for 4 years? Any help will be greatly appreciated and please kindly help me in detail as I am moving to canada next week just tensed about my life.