I have been in a relationship for the past 2.5 years and love my boy friend a lot. We have a unrealistic bond and we are more like best friends. The only problem is that I am from a very orthodox family and my parents beat me up when they got to know about my boyfriend. It is the biggest sin a girl can ever commit for them. We have got caught almost 5 times and every time I have been beaten up mercilessly. My dad just hates all this, yet loves me a lot. He says he does all this for my good and he cares for me. But my boyfriend and I are not ready to break up at any cost. It has become like a torture for me now and has ruined my sleep from past 2 years. I can't leave either of them. Please help me find a solution to this and also keep myself calm. Due to the stress, I've been having terrible head aches everyday and also low BP. Please help.