I have been in relationship with someone who promised to marry me and since I have been with him in physical relationship. I am depressed and losing patience every moment. Its like I want to end up my life and nothing is making me come out of it. I am unable to indulge myself in any of the work and studies. My age is 25 and he just left me with no reason. The biggest thing that is killing me from inside is the reason that he is not telling me and suddenly left me in the middle of everything. How can someone do this and he is kind of person who is very calm and quiet. He never shouts and get angry. His silence is killing me from past 2 months now. Please advice and consult. Since I have got to know that few things he had been lying to me is more disheartening. His is not ready to accept his lies and faults and instead blaming me that you are worst and you shout over me. When someone is being left this way how can I stay calm. Reasons I don't know why had he lie to me and now not accepting it. I am not ready to accept that he left me and doesn't wants to come back. He says do not cry and if I do he says it all tantrums that you do, so do not cry and do drama. I have been in serious relationship where I have always been loyal and honest still I have to listen all this. I cannot bear its disheartening.