I'm anxious and I was controlling it very well, but now I feel depressed and like I don't have feelings for anything. 3 months ago I finally got together with my girlfriend (she was my really good friend for about 2 years so I know everything about her). I love her very much and I told her, I felt that I love her more than I love myself and we were having the best time of our life. But now I feel like an empty soul, I panic and question myself if I love her and I think I blame this on her because I can't explain why am I feeling like this. I don't want to lose her because I know that she's the one. What's going on with my brain? When I'm relaxed I feel just like in those days but I'm really starting to feel depressed and disappointed in the way I feel. Please help me with advice.