I am having some mental agony since childhood. I think about excessively about my past funny, memorable, fantastic events and feel pleasure, laugh and enjoy very much. However, this eventually leads me to heavy mental stress and agony and can't focus on works and other people and it's also leads me to thought broadcasting. A good dose of clonazepam could cure that for a certain amount of time but it hampers my physical and sexual health. Is it cause of my solitude or poor nutrition? Is there any natural remedy for that? Is it a distinguishable characteristic of a lunatic. Like the lyric of pink floyd song brain damage - "remembering games, daisy chains and laughs, got to keep the loonies on the path" I have to stop this anyway. Please help.