I broke up two years ago am still in depression I don't move on, I consoled my self a lot am doing my job and work but inside me I still feel that pain which is not calming down, an d am easily getting frustrated and angry on god, I feel he don't help me ,I feel he could have saved our relation when I trusted him so much and I prayed a lot to him, I kept motivating my self and I moved on a bit but not to that extent to the way I was before in a relationship, I want yo get back to normal the way I was 2 years ago, I am showing everyone that am normal but inside me there is something that's still sad, hurt badly, I trusted him a Lott and he ditched me and married some other girl and in his marriage pics he's so happy, Am unable to understand doesn't he has the pain off leaving me, he s so happy with her, and am trying so hard but my mind isn't listening all the time, sometimes I get motivated but can't hold up to that for long time and again at times I again start feeling that pain inside thought I might be involved in any work, can't I forget him mindfully forever, will this pain remain forever.