Hello sir 1 month back my uncle expired due to sudden bike accident in native place, after 4 days in my mind repeatedly negative thoughts started to come continuously, like any time anything can happen, today I will be their or die, why do I study if I will die one day, like that, I went to doctor for this he gave me fluvator 50 mg tab, after taking this my sleeping cycle stopped, I wasn't able to sleep, then too I continued this for week, while taking this some time I feel ok, nd some time I becomes sad, depressed I became very anxious, so I decided to stop taking this by myself, after stopping this in 3 days I got a strong thought that I will be no more for no reason, it was so strong that it made me to go to doctor, I told him to check my BP, he said your bp is ok, Next day again I went to my psychiatrist he said to take that fluvator 50 in morning again, even after taking this, for some time I feel ok, after some time my mind get depressed am not feeling good? Please help Is this medicine is harming me, or helping me?