I am 30 year old guy, had break up in 2014, from then I hate girls and do not want to marry, but full lust want to have sex every woman. Its getting hard for me to live a proper life. All the time thinking about sex, not able to focus in job, games other activities of life. Having no interest in anything except watching porn and fantasizing. Sometimes get upset of myself, curse myself when compare myself with other friends of mine. Whi have achieve good positions in life and struggling. Parents asking for marriage but I am not able to get over my ex, I became helpless and hopeless, start feeling weak in my knees and sometimes become numb. Then I shout out loud in frustration and told them will not marry anyone. Is my condition is psychic, depression, anxiety, after effect of breakup, I am so confused I do not trust any body.