I have been feeling suicidal since 5-6 months, I always think bout suicide and I can't co-op with my anger too, seems like everything annoys me, I can't even talk to people too I always started shaking and sweating, I can't even talk openly bout anything with my family too, and my family says I'm so changed and messed up because of my anger issues, I sometimes gets mental breakdown at night and it feels so bad, I can't stop my mind from over thinking too and I have intrusive thoughts bout everyone too, I think it's intrusive OCD. I sometimes feel like evil because I get weird creepy thoughts about people, I don't know what happened to me, but I miss the old me.

Dr. Jagadeesan M.S.Psychiatrist14yrs exp

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You seem to be suffering from Borderline Personality or Emotionally unstable personality. The cause is unknown but research suggests there is an interaction between adverse life events and genetic factors. Neurobiological research suggests that abnormalities in the frontolimbic networks are associated with many of the symptoms There is a pattern of sometimes rapid fluctuation from periods of confidence to despair, with fear of abandonment and rejection. There is a particularly strong tendency towards suicidal thinking and self-harm. They have love-hate relationship with close ones. Episodes of depression are common. Transient psychotic symptoms, including brief delusions and hallucinations, may also be present. It is also associated with substantial impairment of social, psychological and occupational functioning and quality of life. People with emotionally unstable personality disorder are particularly at risk of suicide. Its course is variable and, although many people recover over time. Kindly consult a psychiatrist for remedy.  

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