I'm 22 years old. When I was a 3-4 years old, few of my relatives sexually abused me. My parents doesn't know about this. I remember everything. Also along with this, when I was a child, my parents used to fight in front of me. I have seen there separation as well when I was 10 years old. By court I got to live with my father since I was 11. My mother didn't talked to me for 2-3 yrs. As I said something against her in court which was true also. Then my 2nd mother came and we weren't having a good bond with each other, we used to fight alot. Then my brother came into this world when I was 14. I felt neglected and some how I fell for a guy when I was 14 & half years old. We started dating, since then we are together. Today everything thing is good with my step mom, my father, my mother and my step father. Even with my boyfriend too, but still there's something missing. And also want to tell you that due to all these situations I have started reacting. Sometimes I feel so angry and I am so sensitive too. I mean I can't ignore things. What should I do? How I should control my anger, my frustration, my habit of getting irritated with things and I don't know what I'm searching for in my life. I pursuing CA and I'm at the final level. I have a loving boyfriend but still not happy from inside. Don't know why? Please help me out.