I am a married woman of age 25. I am married for 5 years. I am very much depressed. I have no one to share my grief. Me and my husband were on and off in a relationship. And we were not able to lead a normal relationship as of other couples. He is the one who chased at back of me saying that he loved me and made me fall for him. Yes ours is a love marriage, but It never felt like it from the beginning. We had lots of issues even before marriage. Lots of his behaviour changed after I accepted his proposal. He totally changed into a different person and all of his behaviors were bad. I am the one who took care of all the expenses of him even before marriage but still He stole money from me. He would lie to me for unwanted things. Even though I knew all this He was my first love As I loved him so much truly I couldn't change my feelings for him. My parents didn't accept as he was uneducated unemployed and of his family status etc. After a long struggle my parents accepted our marriage as I was so stubborn. I thought he would change after marriage. But I was wrong, it even became worse after marriage. Most of my nights were sad and lonely. I always cried myself to sleep. We didn't even have sex from the beginning. He was always sleeping. He doesn't seem to have any interest in me. At first I didn't think it as a big problem. I thought he might be tired. But as days rolled by this distance even grew even wider. I wanted a baby so bad. Many times I even expressed my desire to have sex leaving behind my dignity. But he refused saying any petty reasons and never gave any importance to my feelings even once. He totally neglected me. He constantly picking up fights argue with me hit me and leaves the house wouldn't show up and wouldn't even pick up my calls. every time I would be worrying crying without knowing where he was. He would steal money from me. He even stole my engagement ring and sold it. I found the receipt and When I asked about it he was so adamant and he argues he didn't do it. He kept all my jewelry in pawn broker shop and never got them back. I have been facing issues my whole married life But each time I was the one who apologizes and make things normal. He doesn't even accepts his mistake. Even I have been in same house without talking to him for days which he does even care to bother. I have been adjusting so much to make things work and I am sick of it. So I couldn't take it anymore I came back to my parents house. Since then I have not heard a word from him. I am very much depressed and stressed. I lost my father earlier this year who was my only support which broke me down even more. I have no one else so I called my husband for help. But nothing functions for him if money is not involved. So I gave him a lakh and so to take care of the last rituals of my father. And after that he would come and sleep at my house at night as I was alone. One day I was going through the cupboard and found out that my father's jewelry was missing. But I have seen them the previous day took them cleaned them and kept it again in the cupboard. I was searching the whole house turning it upside down. Only my husband came he was the one who stole it. It was my father's favorite ring he was wearing it almost 30 years ever since he got engaged to my mom. I treasure it in his memory. I was begging him to give it back I even told him I would give him how much ever money he asked but he was so cruel showed no mercy I was shattered. I don't know what to do. I don't know how much does I have to go through to be in this relationship. I don't have any other choice. I am afraid to live alone in this cruel world. Is there any way for me. Please help I don't have anyone.