Hello, I am 17 years old I am feeling so low. everything and everyone is so irritating. I am always sad. I don't like anyone. everything is so boring. I can't handle myself. I hate myself so much. I always thinks about suicide. Please help me. L lost myself. I am fed up everyone family, friends, my study, home,college. When I am child so I saw my parents always fighting with each other, hurting each other. Now whenever they fight or anyone fights in front me or in movie or in any serial whenever I see violence I got panic attacks. I am afraid of myself. I am always hurting myself again and again. I am fed up with. I am fed with my family and from their problem. They always blame me for all the problems. My parents hates me so much. Everyone hates me and blame me.

Dr. Jagadeesan M.S.Psychiatrist14yrs exp

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You seem to be suffering from Borderline Personality or Emotionally unstable personality. The cause is unknown but research suggests there is an interaction between adverse life events and genetic factors. Neurobiological research suggests that abnormalities in the frontolimbic networks are associated with many of the symptoms There is a pattern of sometimes rapid fluctuation from periods of confidence to despair, with fear of abandonment and rejection. There is a particularly strong tendency towards suicidal thinking and self-harm. They have love-hate relationship with close ones. Episodes of depression are common. Transient psychotic symptoms, including brief delusions and hallucinations, may also be present. It is also associated with substantial impairment of social, psychological and occupational functioning and quality of life. People with emotionally unstable personality disorder are particularly at risk of suicide. Its course is variable and, although many people recover over time. Kindly consult a psychiatrist for remedy.  

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