I am 19 year old nursing student is feeling so depressed. In my 19 years of life so many incidents had happened to me but literally I didn't gave up and tired of my problems. But now since 2 months I am completely lost. To be honest no one really cares. I was very happy and energetic type of girl who always cracks jokes and all. But I am very petty on my current situation. I had stopped speaking to everyone. Doesn't use to attend calls. Deleted all my social medias which was one of my hobbies. Day and night tears come out. Full negative thoughts. What happened to me was I use to be top in all examinations and is very attentive student but my results made me weak. Everyone who are in last in my class too get good marks instead of me. And the person one who I love doesn't give time for me. We are far apart but he is not able to communicate with me because of his busy schedule. But I can't bear that pain. It's too hurting. I am very sensitive. I use to study for him and my parents. Now I am not living for anyone. I am just a big zero. I can't recover this situation.