I feel low, sad and tired all the time. I am obsessed with a part of my body which everyone says looks fine but to me it looks weird. I used to see it in mirror all the time but now I have avoided looking at it in mirrors. I have never been to a psychiatrist before but I remember having issues even as a child. I used to pull my hair from my legs, arms, even genitals. But that went away with time. For next four years I was happy and no such thing happened. But in Feb, my boyfriend cheated on me and since then this problem started. I started obsessing over my eyes. They are asymmetrical since I have some genetic condition but everyone says it's nothing I should obsess over. I don't know how to accept it and move on. I think nobody understands. I really really need a very good doctor who can just tell me what is wrong with me. I can barely function. every time I try to start something new to feel better, I quit after one or two days. Please help.