I was in relationship, 1.5 year ago my gf used to love me very much she always used to say I love I want to marry you, I will marry you and all. The her parents came to know about relationship and suddenly everything changes, she doesn't wanted to be with me, then she get convinced we lived together, but I was not seeing the love I used to see, I understood that there was problem, I tried my best to comfort her love her and bring that love back. I tried for 1 year but now she was not saying I want to marry you, now she used to say we will see in future, and many time she say no. I was getting serious about her my love was increasing, and she was not giving me assurance, and I started getting frustrated as my feelings was increasing for her and she was not giving me assurance, because of which I started behaving weird and desperate. I was so frustrated that I decided to live in distance, I was just wanted to hear, I love you I will marry you you just become successful I am there for you I will convince my parents, I will take stand. She never say so, she used to say so 1.5 year earlier. I was getting mad seeing this, I was not getting the love I wanted, everything has been changed I was broke, frustrated, my all 1 years effort was failed. Recently we broke up she says "i do not want to be with you, and you will not get successful soon, and my parents won't be agreed, know I do not have feelings for you, and I can live without you" she was so casual while saying so she was literally smiling saying do not you understand I do not want to be with you, and I living without you and I am happy. Those sentence broke my heart, now I feel like a loser, whole day the memories of good time get replays in my mind when she used to love me and wanted to be with me, and then I see the current situation. It hurts me alot I am not able to accept that the girl who used to love me and marry me for whom I got so serious, now she don't want to be with me and she is happy without me. HELP ME OVER COME THIS past memories flash back to me it hurts me very much. I agree I made some mistake being desperate, but her mistakes were much more than me, and still I used to love her my love doesn't decrease and then how her love decrease. It feel my all effort, energy, time got wasted. And still I couldn't bring her love back and couldn't get my love. It hurt remembering whole process and past memories. I was not able to believe I lose her I am not with her, I am sticked to my 1.5 year back love, it killing me from inside help me please help me please.