Presently I am unemployed. I am preparing for gov job. I hv no frnds to share things. I hv a bf. He treats me well sometimes. He has lots of frnds. When he goes out with his friends it's make me irritated. I don't know y.he always gives priority to them over me. Bt tells tht he loves me. He does nothing special for me. Whenever I see him wth them I become angry n insecure as a result I say shitty words to him. I doubt him n all. Then I start crying. This is my every days routine. Sometimes I think about suicide. I want to come out from this relationship. Pls hlp me.