I am 17 years old and feel like the world is unreal and something is between my eyes and the world and everything feels distorted. The colours aren't the same as before and I don't remember anything about myself. I have memories but still feel like I don't remember much. I have been emotionally detached from my family because I don't have much memories. Something is wrong with me, seriously wrong. It has been this way since the last three years. It always gets worse with time and I feel depressed. I have no interest in things I used to love. I don't eat much lately and I don't know why I am alive. My grades have been falling down like crazy. In the beginning I felt I am going crazy but after six months I got used to it but when I think of it I feel so depressed and I don't know what to do. I can't live this way.