I am suffering from ocd from like last 1 n half year. M 17 years old girl now. I am suffering religious ocd. I belong to hindu community. Every second I ask god for forgiveness. I said god so much weird bad things .like splitting ,sexual images and you can imagine I can not even tell. I am not like that person. I try to not to think about that but can not vanish that thought. Its affecting my study and my life. Every sec I ask god for forgiveness. If I not I then I think they will punish my mom and dad. Every sec I ask them to never ever do apart me from my dad and mom. And I have one more thought. That because of this thoughts my parents will die. Will they really die? please I love them alot. I am also obsessed with this thought that my parents will die one day. Please help me. Will that thought come true?