I did yagna of Brahma and asked to give me godly blessings and fight with god after 1000 rebirth, and for assurance I asked for rain and two peiegon To eat yagna remains it happened and after goa I started hallucination I asked for change my life through wife by posing as like Jesus in front of each cross and Assured when got blessing of god krishna and my toxicity went and is heard to love wife and wanna ask is it religious scruplosity now I believe I am going to be pradyuman. I am taking depakote, olimelt and lonazep.