Sometimes I feel sad without any reason, 1 years back I was in a relationship with a guy he was 10 years older than me I was so much into him I loved him so much and one day we both got physical and I was pregnant I was only 16 years when we started dating, he left me after 2 years it's been a year since I'm not in contact with him but I lost my innocence when he left me I started being so cruel to me I started being in fwb and then feel bad about it like what am I doing with my life I can't even able to trust anyone. I feel so sad about my past whenever I think of it I was in depression till that whole year when he left me. What should I do. I am so much into studies now just after he ditched me but still I sometimes feel sad about myself I dropped my 12th standard became I was in depression I haven't studied anything. What should I do.