I am getting rapid thoughts and mostly negative and I feel depressed and feel like crying when I am not doing anything. I am getting irritated with people around me and a disinterest in what they are talking and also I need to concentrate too much to talk to listen to them which irritates me. I am a very religious person but now a days I feel I lack praying too. I am not happy and little confused. I can not get up in the morning feel un motivated. I am taking lithium, epilium, metrofin, diamicron 80, rivitrol, stabalone my memory is also not to good.