Hello sir/mam, this is important and can you please save me. Please read all my query once it will save my life. I'm in depression and want genuine answer. Please help me how to overcome from over masturbation problems. I'm 24 years engineering graduate. Since june 2013 to january 2019 3-4 times a week I did it. And not by myself thoughts. Actually that idea was given by one of my friend. And right now i'm feeling shameful and feels like I cheated my family friends and relatives and closed ones. The symptoms are on 24 january after m*sturbating I noticed that my private parts skin whenever touch to underpants it feels like sensation which was not normal. And after some days I feel it will be okay but, yellow urine and burning sensation starts and after consulting with doctor burning sensation stops but, yellow urine continues till april and when doctor gives me ural tablet then, yellow urine problem solved. But, on 5 may 2019 I consulted with surgeon who is well known to me bcoz, skin was lose and skin sensation were not normal. It's not hurting me but, disturbing me. And I check my urine test also. But, everything was okay and doctor said nothing to worry. He said it was due to pulse absence something like that. But, right now my private parts skin is little bit lose and whenever I want to study or want to do any work it shift to that problem which I face earlier and I feel depressed due to that. Even I feel like it will never heal or completely well and due to that suicidal thought also comes to my mind. I tried allot to stop masturbation since 2013 but, I badly failed many times and I lose my friends due to that habit and mood swings happened weekly or monthly once. I'm not able to concentrate on my studies or job interviews and i'm completely depressed due to one bad advice given by my worst friend and I think he didn't tried to masturbation at all bcoz, his hairs are still healthy and my hairs are weak and 40 % are gray coloured already. This habit ruined my whole career. If there is any doctor who can feel my pain and want to help me as a good person please do it. It will be appreciated. And i'm waiting for that one person who is going to change my life and give me a new direction. And I will be thankful for that person. I know god will help me and send that person to heal me. I know it's hard to believe what I did but, I don't know what I had done with my family and life.