Hi I am having anxiety disorder since 13 years. Taken so many medicine from psychiatrist. Had to changed no of psychiatrist. Before consulting psychiatrist I had consult so many general and medicine doctor. I don't know I was confused or they made me confused. I found one psychiatry. I has given heavy doses of medicine. And rightly so. I was at the peak of the disease and that there is only one thing death. Those meds helps little. Finally I move to other state to start business because of some personal problem. One incident happened in my life and after that I lost faith in everything. From that moment I don't care I live or die but have to do something for the family so I started business.� feel good now. But I kept taking tablets. I was not in contact with my doctor. Recently I read one of the tablets which I am consuming may lead to death. I was happy in business. But due to lighten I became alone and again it started. Currently I am taking daxid 100 thrice a day. Clonam 2 mg (clonazepam) twice a day, tenormin 25 mg once, fibator 10 mg once, inderal 20 mg once, ciladuo 5 mg once. I am taking clonazepam 2 mg twice a day since 8 years, similar case with daxid. However now I am only taking daxid twice a day. Withdraw qutan 25. Now the anxiety is about what will happen next as I am taking these tablets since 8 years. Pls pls pls somebody help me. I have gone through immense mental pain. Dosent get any help. I lost my precious 13 years by sitting in one corner of the room. I want to get rid of this. Its beyond imagination for any one to understand what I had gone through. Any one pls show me the way.