Hello doctor, First thing is that I am a degree student and in past I was a very good student scoring more than 90% and 95% in 10th and 12th. When I was in degree 1st year I fell in love with a girl truly and I went very deep in the relation and within few months we have become so close that we started sharing everything but the problems started when I told her lie that I am a rich guy and all actually one of her friend told me that she is a luxurious girl so at that moment I just you know I just love her truly and just wanted her to keep with me and just want her love so I told that big lie then few days later she told for the breakup and you know which I can not bear I can not bear that pain so I started crying and my result was too worst means I failed in 4 subjects then after 4 months again we have a patch up and we started again our love and that time I want excess deep in the relation again. Now, actually I am having a fear that my gf will leave me and go with handsome and a cute guy because we are having distance relationship she leave quite far away from me so I am having that fear that a guy will come and propose her and she will ditch me and for that reason I quarell with her regularly few days back she got to know my all the lies and she now wanted a breakup but for me I think she is in forceful relation because I can not bear the pain of the breakup but she is not like earlier she is not replying me in whatsapp she is taking time to reply it seems that she is in force ful relation and the prob is that without her actual and past love I can not make a step. So what can I do now what should I do now . Please help me.