Its very hard for me to explain how I feel I was a extreme shy in school with teachers and social situation I would shake when teachers ask me questions I felt low and I was hating my self because of my color and not able to defend when another students threatens me. But I had some friends I was comfortable with them but also felt that they my leave me .I was too close with my cousins but is was facing problem in schools and other situations the problem started when I felt alone and discriminating myself from others. My fear started increasing fear of humiliation. Fear of students who threatens me but I worst thing started when I started feeling anxious and uncomfortable while talking to my friends and I was not able to control my blushing while talking to my parents without any reason I started avoid my friends I left going out of my house I was most terrible when I found myself with my cousin .I started taking drug before going to any situation .school, tuition ,facing my friends I what to say what is exactly feel .I don't but I feel some kind of fear while talking to some one even my closer friends I feel that they might threaten me. I am not able to control my blushing, I don't feel safe even in my house my sister .I get embarrassing in small small situations. I my not able to interact with any one .I feel extreme fear when friends comes to my house cause I am not able to talk to them or I might get exposed I searched on wed I feel my symptom are because of antropophobia please help me.