Thank you very much for your reply I'm really grateful to know the ans. I have few close friends they love me Nd support me as well even I think to join in a beautician course I'm really looking forward for this but r you really sure if I do chat with frndz go outside with them Nd join d course my prob will be solved? Coz my husband is not staying with us he is working in abroad Nd he comes home once in a year Nd I have to maintain all responsibilities alone which I can not bother every time. I do not have family support I told you my parents r not supportive Nd I have mood swing prob. I go outside with friends, chat with them it makes me happy for few days but after that depression will come again Nd I have to take those medicines lamitor od 50 Nd for insomnia I have to take rivotril. I know everybody has prob in there way but they may find out the way to come out I'm also trying d same. I was a very charming talkative spontaneous person everybody loved me wanted to be with me I had a positive way to live life but now a days I can not recognise myself all those positivity have gone. I do all my duties forcefully means I do not want to do but have to do like this. I love my child love my husband but the way life goes on I'm not happy may be I'm thinking too much abt it but still whatever I feel I just explain. Please suggest me some positive ways to live my life with full of energy suggest me some antidepressant medicines which makes me happy not necessary if you think Thanking you Sharmila Das Si.