Hii. I'm a 23 years old male Was always surrounded by low self esteem Losing confidence, feels lyk left uncare, Hating myself and depressing with things and ppl who hurted me Finally always I'm going in through a thought process even without listening to the opposite who are in conversation wit me This seems to be typical me I can feel that I was totally changed a lot in thinking and behavior ovr these 4 yrs.