I'm 22 years Old Boy. I'm student of graduation. I failed 4 times in exam due to depression. My education completely died (crash). I'm in depression since 5 Years, I tried to two time suicide but I saved. I talk myself most of time and not sleep in whole night. I sleep 2 hours only in 24 hours. I'm thinking take some cheap cost alcohol which will give relax my mind because I have no money to treatment and no family background support n weight also loose my wait is 38 kg only this time. I don't know what should I do?