Dear sir/madam, I can't control my thoughts. Mostly thoughts is "i want to be a slave for ladies. I like punishments from ladies like kneel down, sit ups (school punishments). My thoughts went worst condition like I want to lick her spit and chappal. I want to fully degraded by ladies. Some times I kneel down outside of my house. This thoughts effect my daily life worstly. I can't control my thoughts. My wife died due to illness. I saw these types of photos and videos in internet. Due to this my whole sunday effected.