Hi sir, I am 24 years. I done big mistake in my life is that I smoked weed for first time and I got panic attack for 2 hours. My uncle came to know that I smoked weed. He thrashed me like anything. Beaten me badly. Since then that trauma stayed in my head and I began to get panic attacks and anxiety attack daily. Even I went to depression. Because he sold my bike to someone. I love my bike more than anything. My first enemy was Google. I began to search my. Symptoms and got health anxiety. Because of my panic attacks I went to emergency room so many times. Done many tests all normal. Ct scans too normal. I stopped smoking cigarettes because if I smoke one puf I get dizziness and fainting feeling. If I drink one beer the next day my anxiety was 10x times worse. My right side of my sometimes I get something passing like vibrating. Its not painful even. I am getting fear of colon cancer. Now my life fucked up by all emotions. I don't have any emotions I am done with my fucking dpdr life. Can not hold this mental pain anymore. Decided to give up. Need your blessings to give up. I even can't focus on anything. Can not focus on my job. EVERYTHING SEEMS dream. My eye sight soo bad. Need your help sir.