Hello, Doctor my age is 25 years old n m suffering from anxiety disorder, I sometimes get so hyper without any reason n do something so harsh wid my loved ones. At that tym I am unaware of everything n do not understand d nxt day y I did all those stuffs n even I dnt realise because basically I dnt remember anything whatever I did d previous night. I also used pills like sleeping, anxiety n panic attack pills, but in between I left all those n started drinking n smoking. I am an orphan n I have a younger brother. My mom expired 1998 n my father expired on 2008. My mom committed suicide n my fathers death was unnatural. Then I got married n hav a baby of 5 years n den everything went wrong again because my ex husband cheated on me so we got separated n after two years I found a man who loves me n accepted my past so m wid him now n recently we both got married. But again after drinking at night I dnt know why I miss behaving with him n we start fighting n after dat I become very violent. I dont know I always feel lonely n feel left away behind. I want to commit suicide. Doctor please help me.