My dad's death was accidental, 4 months ago. After him I was completely detached from my friends and relatives. I was in touch with Only two guys who helped me in hospital during his treatment. First one lived in ranchi, probably he was flirting. Bt I fell for him and after dad I started thought that he loves me. Bt then the second guy was proposing me repeatedly. I was too much broken. He kissed me bt Could not say anything. I have no friends except them. Gradually I came to know that the first guy has multiple affair and a womeniser. I felt very bad and started to give more to the second guy. I didn't liked him. Gradually a relationship developed between us and now I can see that he is abusing me only physically. Only physically. Neither this relation leads to marriage nor he wants. I want to leave him. Bt when I start to be distant I just fell alone again. Day by day I am being used cheated and alone. Pls help. I need psychiatrist.