I was diagnosed with ocd 4-5 years back by a local doctor in meerut. Despite of lot of medications, my problem is getting worse day by day. I am not able to study at all. Routine activities like brushing, bathing is a very big challenge for me now. My main symptom of ocd is mental checking. I keep recalling the routine activities like taking medicines, eating food etc in my head continuously which occupies 6-7 hours of my day at an average. I am currently taking fluvoxin cr 100 mg 3 tablets a day, lithosun 300 mg 1 tablet at night and buspin 10 mg 3 times a day. I have previously taken rivotril. 25 and petril md. 25 but got no relief. My life is completely spoiled by this problem and recently I got failed in my ca exams due to this disease. My parents not want to support me now because they have already spent a lot of money for visiting d/f psychiatrists in meerut. I am fully alone to battle through this problem and my parents scold me everyday. I sometimes feel suicidal. What should I do?